The Sweetest Taboo

I believe Sade said it best....

If I tell you now

Will you keep on loving me

If I tell you how I feel

Will you keep bringing out the best in me

You give me the sweetest taboo

Too good for me

There's a quiet storm

And it never felt like this before

There's a quiet storm

That is you

There's a quiet storm

And it never felt this hot before

Giving me something that's taboo


AND I LIVE....

I wish I had a Jason...

...So I could be his Lyric...

M.I.A

Lilies symbolize that the soul of the departed has received restored innocence after death!












Missing him more and more each day...I don't look at him as being gone...I think he's just Missing In Action!

Rain

When I was younger I used to love to play in the rain. The sound of the water hitting the pavement as I rain unable to see the path clearly...smile plastered to my face. I had no worries as I ran back and forth...in and out of the rain. No worries about what tomorrow will bring...how i will handle this or handle that...the joy of being a child...Now, I find the rain to be my time travel...I use it to go back to those days when I was just a girl who would walk to the store just for a pickle...I use the rain to remember the days Mama and Daddy took us to the park and I would throw up on the merry-go-round and chase my brothers to the swing sets. I use the rain to drown out my fears and to forget my problems...And when it doesn't rain....I sit in a tub of water and turn on the shower...because it doesnt have to rain outside for me to remember whats inside....

The 1st Step...

This is a poem that Ive only shared with one person...I usually keep my poetry to myself but I wanna share!!! Im taking the first step in being more open!

Stuck in a Dream....
In the dark
Alone
music as loud as can be
Drowning out my Emotions
Away from the world
In a bubble my bubble
Finding "Piece" of mind
Finding "Peace" for my
Mistakes
Your mistake our mistake
Where do I point the blame
At you for invading my space or
At myself for allowing you in
My heart...you held on to
Was the grip too tight or did I not want you to let go
Happiness transformed into Hate
Pleasure took the place of Pain
Or was it all an illusion
Confusion Regret Remorse
Feeling like my back is against the wall
I conform to meet your needs
Leaving my own behind unattended to
Unselfish to your selfishness
I will come to my senses eventually but for now
I wanna get lost in this moment
Cause in it I find comfort but with you only emptiness
Lights on
Music off
Reality hits......
HARD

No Need For Introductions

Affection
Devotion
Fondness
Infatuation
Worship
Passion
Romance
Liking
Cherish

No need to introduce yourself,
Im very familiar with you.
I've known you for some time now
Been thru the good and the bad
Happy and the Sad
All with you
All because of you...
You control my desires
Cause me emotional stress
Damage is done to my heart because of you
But who cares...I need you
I hate you
I want you
I can't live without you
You are my breath
My very being is because of you....
No there's no need for Introductions
LOVE...you and I are one
We have so much in common
Coming from the Words Of A Woman!